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So! I have been fiddling with the DSLR and finally learnt how to use it -decently- well, well enough to post up new Youtube Videos!
Yaaayyy!!
They aren't exactly tutorial videos, but more of just...watching me work. Hence the series name, "Watch Me Work". For those who aren't very patient, this is NOT a video you should watch. There's no music, no commentary, and you can barely see anything I'm doing.
I'm selling it well aren't I.
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Part 2:
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Yaaayyy!!
They aren't exactly tutorial videos, but more of just...watching me work. Hence the series name, "Watch Me Work". For those who aren't very patient, this is NOT a video you should watch. There's no music, no commentary, and you can barely see anything I'm doing.
I'm selling it well aren't I.
Part 1:
Part 2:
Please subscribe, like, share etc etc if you want to see more
Or read a bit about these updates on my blog, snowfern-clover.blogspo…
Drained
I'm sitting here feeling a little numb, considering the amount of pain I've been in since being woken up by the left ovary at 5am. The past week has been really trying for most Singaporeans, but I didn't allow myself time to get too caught up as Ahma had been feeling unwell since last 21st March, which was the day after her 87th birthday. She was admitted to TTSH last Thursday, for a myocardial infarction aka heart attack, which wasn't what her major complaint was about, it was a severe back pain that was troubling her.
Since her admission, it was discovered that she had suffered perhaps a few minor heart attacks, a fractured spine, a urinar
To see if I still feel
TRIGGER WARNING: Please do not read if you're feeling down, just yanno, look away, at my photos instead of my words :)
"Hurt" - Johnny Cash (Nine Inch Nail cover)
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The fe
Pushover
It has been a pretty busy few weeks. Ahma was admitted to hospital for observation as she had been feeling giddy and dizzy for a week, and for a while there was discussion over whether she would require a pacemaker fitted (she doesn't). She's 87, and still rather fit if not for her erratic and very worrisome high blood pressure. But she's recuperating rather quickly, which means I'm rushing to catch up with work.
This, coupled with a few tiffs with people whom I ordinarily would not get upset over, made me wonder if I have changed. I really feel different, and do not think it's necessarily due to the stressful situation that I bit back. Ordi
Replacements.
There are many times I've sat down in front of the computer, started on a lengthy journal entry, vetted it and then closed the page before submitting.
Lately, I have done this more frequently.
I think I'm ready to acknowledge that some things should not remain buried.
But, they are not secrets.
They are rotten foundations which need to be replaced. In order to do so, a lot of digging is necessary.
We are all work-in-progresses.
Gotta love coffee.
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Blimey! That looks even more complicated than I imagined! I offer my respect for your brilliant work 