Deviant Login Shop  Join deviantART for FREE Take the Tour
About Deviant Member Cindy TehFemale/Singapore Recent Activity
Deviant for 8 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 705 Deviations 918 Comments 110,874 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Favourites

deviantID

Snowfern
Cindy Teh
Singapore
Workshops are no longer available. Thank you all for your support so far :)

FAQ - For more info about me and my craft: FAQ (READ ME FIRST :P )

I sell at-
Etsy: www.etsy.com/shop/snowfern
Zibbet: www.zibbet.com/Snowfern
Luulla: www.luulla.com/store/snowfern

Blogs:
1:12 and smaller - snowfern-clover.blogspot.com
BJD scales - 1:3, 1:4, 1:6 - clover-tea.blogspot.com

Facebook
www.facebook.com/SnowfernClover

Instagram
- www.instagram.com/snowfern

Commissions - (OPEN)
- clover-tea.blogspot.com/p/custom-requests.html
thanks for looking!
Interests
TRIGGER WARNING: Please do not read if you're feeling down, just yanno, look away, at my photos instead of my words :)






"Hurt" - Johnny Cash (Nine Inch Nail cover)

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way




=================================
I wrote a really long journal entry, but decided to keep it in a personal file. It was about recent events and how I dealt with triggers, and basically, after re-reading it before hitting the "Submit Journal" button, thought that it might be mis-read, or misunderstood, or I have mis-communicated what I intended to purge from my system. 

And since it's now purged, let's move on to the above.

Once in a while, I hear a song I like on the radio, search for it on youtube, and put it on loop until someone tells me they're sick of hearing it blasting from the room XD But this song struck such a tender spot in my heart, that I started crying even before I got round to figuring out the lyric.

I'm so glad I'm still aware enough to detect that I am in one of those phases again, and will stop listening to it after I post this.

I'm also -really- glad I hadn't heard the original song when it was first released by Nine Inch Nails in 1994.

*once in a while - once a month *koffPMSkoff*
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Johnny Cash - Hurt (NIN cover)
  • Reading: stupid crap on my FB wall
  • Playing: Minecraft PE
  • Eating: when I remember to
  • Drinking: plain water

AdCast - Ads from the Community

×

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:iconakyomi:
Akyomi Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have a question, all of what you've done, where do you stock them ? x)
Reply
:iconsnowfern:
Snowfern Featured By Owner 1 day ago
in a box, until someone buys them :P or, sent immediately to the customer, since majority of what I do are customer commissions.
Reply
:iconakyomi:
Akyomi Featured By Owner 15 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg, I can't imagine how many boxes you have xD
Reply
:iconlokis1army:
Lokis1army Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
how do you make your builds so small?
Reply
:iconsnowfern:
Snowfern Featured By Owner 1 day ago
sheer perseverance and stubbornness.
Reply
:iconlokis1army:
Lokis1army Featured By Owner 19 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
well you do an amazing job ^^
Reply
:iconuntavain:
untavain Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch! Your gallery makes me hungry xD I love your creations!
Reply
:iconsnowfern:
Snowfern Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014
Thank you for watching too! So glad to have found your work via the DoA sewing thread ^_^ Your work is impeccable and so creative!
Reply
:iconuntavain:
untavain Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014
Thank you soo much!! ^_^
Reply
:iconjudithchen:
judithchen Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi^^ Just stopping by to say you have incredible work! I'm a plush/artdoll maker and sometimes make clay figurines just for fun. your work is inspiring. keep it up! :)
Reply
Add a Comment: