This deviant's full pageview
graph is unavailable.
Last Visit Unknown
Cogito Ergo Ouch!
This is the place where you can personalize your profile!
By moving, adding and personalizing widgets.
You can drag and drop to rearrange.
You can edit widgets to customize them.
The bottom has widgets you can add!
Some widgets you can only access when you get a premium membership.
Some widgets have options that are only available when you get a premium membership.
We've split the page into zones!
Certain widgets can only be added to certain zones.
"Why," you ask? Because we want profile pages to have freedom of customization, but also to have some consistency. This way, when anyone visits a deviant, they know they can always find the art in the top left, and personal info in the top right.
Don't forget, restraints can bring out the creativity in you!
Now go forth and astound us all with your devious profiles!
Favorite moviestoo many to count. horror genre is bestFavorite TV showsdocumentariesFavorite bands / musical artistsU2, REM, Foster the People, jangly brit pop/alternative rockFavorite booksmurder mysteries, sci-fi, autobiographiesFavorite writersOrson Scott Card, Alastair Reynolds.....etcFavorite gamesLOL animal crossing > < WoW but that stuff is poison.Favorite gaming platformNDSTools of the Tradepolymer clay, air dry clay aka ADCOther InterestsMiniatures
TRIGGER WARNING: Please do not read if you're feeling down, just yanno, look away, at my photos instead of my words
"Hurt" - Johnny Cash (Nine Inch Nail cover)
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here
What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end
You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
================================= I wrote a really long journal entry, but decided to keep it in a personal file. It was about recent events and how I dealt with triggers, and basically, after re-reading it before hitting the "Submit Journal" button, thought that it might be mis-read, or misunderstood, or I have mis-communicated what I intended to purge from my system.
And since it's now purged, let's move on to the above.
Once in a while, I hear a song I like on the radio, search for it on youtube, and put it on loop until someone tells me they're sick of hearing it blasting from the room XD But this song struck such a tender spot in my heart, that I started crying even before I got round to figuring out the lyric.
I'm so glad I'm still aware enough to detect that I am in one of those phases again, and will stop listening to it after I post this.
I'm also -really- glad I hadn't heard the original song when it was first released by Nine Inch Nails in 1994.